This is going on the fourth day without a cigarette. I'll probably have to wait until tomorrow afternoon when the UI check comes.. I hope. It could be as late arriving as Thursday so I don't want to get my hopes up about smoking again tomorrow.
Many would say "why don't you quit." The answer is simple. I don't want to. I enjoy smoking. And so there it is. I'm not going to feel guilty, or think of myself as something less than those who do not.
Well. I don't want to dwell too much on not having a cigarette. This only makes the withdrawal worse. I think the chase
after a cigarette I can not afford is worse than not smoking.
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